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1.
Closure 03:50
This is not me, asking for you back This is not me I can't stand the way he holds her (I lose my composure) I know that we are over (but I just want some closure) This is not me, asking for you back This is not me I would never do that This is just my way of saying farewell How have you been? It's been a couple years since we have talked and you look well and I'm just wondering Do you ever wonder where we would be if you still loved me? I don't mean to go on about it But I don't feel like myself anymore without it I just wish you would see the way I hate the way you look at me My dear old friend I didn't think I'd miss you this much it's such a shame that you had to leave I think I'll always wonder where we would be if it weren't for me I don't mean to go on about it but I can't beat myself up anymore about it I just need you to see that I'm sorry about Reverie One more time before it's over One last time to feel some closure
2.
Mt. Misery 04:53
If you want, we can go anywhere you wanna go if you say, we should stay we'll stay here, forever words will never be enough to say everything that's in my heart and this just can't wait Our lives aren't long enough for me to learn everything I want to know about you. My heart's on my sleeve and your love is the only thing that stops the bleeding It's been a long time since I have felt like this and I'll admit that for a while I thought despair was it It's not a fine line, between the daylight and darkness Misery is a mountain and now i'm climbing over it Blood is filling up the empty space soaking through to every page I feel like I've lost myself to the way you whisper my name to the way that you say you need me So Much (In the worst of ways) I have wasted so much breath saying I'm sorry in the worst of ways I have wasted so much time feeling sorry every god damn day I just want to stop this feeling find me at the top of mt misery I need your love to clot this bleeding find me at the top of Mt. Misery
3.
I'm Over Me 03:39
This isn't what I wanted this to be It's so impossibly hard to be just who I thought i'd be cuz' every time I finally get to where I wanna be I'm over me I'm over me It's hard to be just who I thought i'd be cuz' every time i finally get to where I wanna be I'm over me Like water slowly seeping between the cracks of fingers, most of me is wasted and I hate it but maybe just this once I could actually fucking finish something instead of wasting all my breath and in the end, just giving up. like a castaway on a raft, scratching and scribbling the last of his so called sanity away on a scrap, he stuffs it down into a glass bottle then throws it as he laughs, like the oceans going to save him from it's unforgiving grasp I don't wanna be him but I'm floating out to sea I don't wanna be him but it's too late for me Oh! Please don't look for me my dear It is dark out here, it is dark out here my lungs have been filling up for years I am drowning here, I am drowning here Oh! Please don't follow me my dear I don't know what i'd do I don't know what I'd do if the freezing water swallowed you like it's swallowing me like it's swallowing me I'll never forget that day, I was walking along the beach at the coast watching the waves, slowly roll in, swelling as they came closer collapsing in on themselves in a display of crashing white, salty mist and spray and there in the receding wake, lay a bottle, inside it a piece of parchment, old and stained. I gazed around to see if i was alone there, as if the presence of that bottled message was some kind of secret I didn't want to share it was my moment and mine alone, and so I pulled the cork from the bottle and took out the note and there in the centre in tiny, desperate, scrawling letters was written but one word: hope.
4.
1996 04:20
I can't keep hating you like this I don't even want to so let's forget it, and let's forgive I'm so tired of fighting. I'm finding the fight is inside and I'm losing it 1996, classroom murmurs, chalkboards desks and kids I was writing a letter, to myself I don't remember anymore what I said but I wonder if I knew back then, that I was writing to an enemy to someone who would later only let me down would I have found it in my heart to forgive myself? could I have maybe turned the future around? I know it's hard to understand right now but I am doing my best to work things out with myself I know that hating me is bringing us down I wanna forgive myself but i don't know how 1996, so many worlds away from this I had that fucked up dream again that i was playing with my kids If I'm dreaming promise that you'll wake me If the night comes calling it'll take me whole If i'm dreaming promise that you'll shake me until i dream no more
5.
I don't see you anymore this box of time worn letters is all I have to remind me I don't sleep anymore I lie under the stars, just thinking about you do you lie awake at night thinking of me? would you run for days, through every street? Just to hear my voice, just to feel me breathe? If the stars come out and you can't find sleep would you call my name? would you run to me? Do you miss me anymore? Do you think back to the coast? does our old song still remind you? was the promise you made to me, one that you couldn't keep? So go on and put all of the blame on us treat me just like the coast and leave me here to rust I know that you think that you're so fucked up but the only mistake that you made was giving up and it's ok if this is really what you needed if a change of scenery will finally give you back your reason to live and everyday away from you it gets a little easier to get back to the way I was before you made me fall in love
6.
Static 04:38
into the glass she stares at her liquid heart a blood red reminder, of the abuse of her time drink it down, drink it down act like nothing even matters, like everything is static on the winds of a granite sky is carried the scent tonight of careful attention, rehearsed lines and hopeful fire. through emerald winks and glass clinks and strings of gold that shimmer and swing as though they're dying to tell their stories of death, blood, guts, and glory of carats, cuts and quarries this is desperation (not where she wanted to be) What's another wasted night? One more drink will put me right where I want to be I can't help the way I feel Darling can't you see that lately when I'm awake I'm still asleep As they sit together on the couch in his apartment her lit cigarette burns steady into the evening as it darkens she tells him where shes been, and how her tangled story started forgets to ash as ashes fall silent to the carpet his hand is on her thigh and she can feel him softly squeezing conversation turns to silence as listening turns to reading another notch is added to the score the city's keeping chests heaving with the rhythm of the city's heaving breathing She smokes cigarettes and the smoke rises above their heads and he wonders how many nights she's spent in someone else's bed like nothing even matters like everything is static
7.
Stabbed 06:03
Everything I know I've learned from ghosts I don't listen well the first time If we could talk, I'd just wanna thank you for everything I never heard you say You showed me a different shade of the grey always more to the story than what meets the eye trust me I know the way that feels now trust me I know the way that feels now Some days I feel so small like nothing that I do even matters at all they say it gets better if you just stay strong but the truth is I'm tired of just holding on I didn't know you all that well but I remember the detention after school and all the hell you gave the teachers who would always try to stick it to you, but you never let them win you were resolute, resolute to the end A violent confrontation, is what police say resulted in the death of a young man on tuesday night he got stabbed and he bled out on the way to the hospital they lost him, he lost it all
8.
Smoke 04:46
I I would write the sweetest song for you If you ask I would steal the moon and stars out of the sky darling you'll never want for anything again but I can't get out I can't even pretend I can't get out please understand I'd make you fall for me over and over again but I can't get out of bed Leave me, and I will let you go The fire inside me is burning low I'm so surrounded but still so alone and it all goes up in smoke I wanna drown in the blue of your eyes I wanna move, but I feel paralyzed I wanna ask you for help, but I'm terrified you say you love me and you'll never leave but I'm afraid you might If love is a song then I don't don't know the words I'm only in it for the chorus I skip over the verse Streetlight metronomes are counting beats to the song this city screams I can see the fires burning but I cannot feel their heat It's like the walls are burning down around me but I'm still alseep If I could feel anything at all maybe I could finally stop this dream but I can't get out of bed.
9.
Aftermath 02:54
I am like the walls of this apartment all the furniture and every memory all dearly departed and whats left is just the heart without the blood it's cold and hard dearly beloved we are gathered here today to close the coffin I was so upset I think I lost my mind and I don't think it's coming back this time I know I let you down but when you left it left me broken you put the fire out and all our dreams went up in smoke and I don't know if it will ever burn again but I am hoping that the part of me that made me feel alive isn't gone for good I wanna know what's after the aftermath (I've been searching through the rubble just to see if I survived the collapse) My fire is gone, but I want to get it back (I've been picking up the pieces that I broke into the day that you left) Leave I hope that you become the person that you always wanted to be Forget about the past, forget about the failure Forget about me Maybe this emptiness I feel will be just what I needed Maybe I can still reach the future I see in my dreams

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released July 18, 2016

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